what do i need to do to get some RESPECT?

maurice and eric came over to my place for the day and we went to the mall, ate lunch, and went shopping a little. we started off by going into aeropostale and i had to turn out of there because there was too many little girls in there and i could only see little girls wearing those clothes that they have in that store now. i used to like that store more but now it seems too little girly for me. so.. i drug them two into american eagle and shopped there instead. it really pisses me off that i'm forced to hold my damn urine when i pull the fucking cord in the morning to be taken to the bathroom. i'm fully aware of controlling my bladder, however, i just wear a fucking brief at night because of the incidence that happened today. i always wake up in the morning around 6 am and i have to go pee, so i pull the damn cord for the moron (who works overnight) to come and take me to the damn bathroom.. i'm waiting.. waiting.. waiting.. pretty soon after about 20 minutes after pulling the cord, the idiot comes and asks me, WHY I DIDN'T JUST GO IN MY DEPEND? WHY? so your LAZY ass could get more sleep? did i disturb you? i told him that the nurse said that it wasn't good for me to always pee in my depend with my pressure points on my ass from the seat of my wheelchair, and he stopped questioning me then. i asked him (after he took me to the bathroom) if he got enough sleep and he tried to play dumb and said, "WHAT? WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?" you know what i'm talkin about. i don't know whether i was put in this damn wheelchair to see the shit that people in wheelchairs have to go through and the lazy ass workers and mean ass bitches of help they need to deal with everyday or what.. but this shit is simply uncalled for. i don't know what i expect though. a little respect and productiveness would be nice. i said to the home health aid when he took me to the bathroom, "WHAT? DO YOU NEED TO BE SPECIAL OR SOMETHING IN ORDER TO GO TO THE BATHROOM ON THE TOILET?!"